summertime and the living's easy

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-08-17T14:55:00

2004-08-17T19:28:41Z

instructions: write six [very personal] statements intended to different people. never tell which one is who.

1) what can i say...ill always love you no matter how much of a bitch you are. we have been through so much shit together its to hard to let go. we broke up for about 5 months but we found our way back to eachother. i guess its fate. it really seems like no time passed at all. i hope our relationship only grows and gets stronger. well be little old ladies sitting in our rocking charis talking about to good ol' days at camp otter.

2)FOOD IS LIFE...you have become the newest member of my family. all we do is chilllll. all you do is eat at my house. we have grown so close in the past year. we do a lot of stupid shit together... and yes i am the guilty one of peer presuring you! but you fucking love it...so dont complain bitch.

3) i dont think i have the words for you... the only thing that really comes to mind is love. i love you. you have changed my life more than you know. i want to thank you for all the happiness you have brought me. you know me better than anyone in the world and you are my best friend and my cubby.

4) when i think of you i laugh. you are capable of getting a laugh out of me at even the worst times. i dont know how you do it... it amazes me everytime. you have been dropping into and out of my life since 6th grade... but this past year we have built a strong bond. im so glad you got rid of that boy of yours and i will do my best to help you to find that night in shining armor you deserve.

5) pretty pretty princess! you got out of this shit town and moved on to bigger and better things. italy being one of them. you have had such an impact on my life that even when your not there i know if i needed you, you would be. you have helped me be the person that i am and shown me a few things along the way. we are more different and yet more the same than any two people. we both hate the drama and we try not to deal with it. my dear im so happy your finally happy! and i hope for nothing less.

6) are you guys brothers? no....yes...gets them every time!last summer was amazing! we became best friends over night. our bond is indescribable. i have never connected with anyone the way that i have connected with you. we drifted a lot over this year...but you have some how done it again and jupmed right back into my life. we have both chagned so much but your still amazing! dude whats mine say?

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-06-30T17:26:00

2004-06-30T21:27:54Z

SUMMER

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-06-10T14:54:00

2004-06-10T19:12:30Z

School needs to end!

I have so much shit to do and I have like no time left. Finals blow ass and I dont doubt that I will fail all of them. Im already in summer mode... and I cant make my self motivated to do anything. So it looks like Im a slacker for life...this always happens to me. I cant immagine what my senior slide is going to be like...it will probably start by like mid January.

Braces are coming off on Monday!!!!

This weekend should be good. Beachin it up tomorrow night with adam, okee, and mike. Then Saturday hopefully chillen with Natasha Marie if shes not grounded like a cool kid. Trizue? Then who knows... mabye we'll hit up the mall or something cool on Sunday.

Im gonna go try and force myself to do my project..wish me luck!

<3m

no words can describe

2004-06-06T18:17:53Z

It's all a big party
then you make yourself look like an ass,
and say...
dont ever let me do this again

thats when the party ends

mmm

2004-05-22T21:44:33Z

there is no good with out the bad... and things just wouldent be sweet unless you had the sour.

- my tummy hurts
- im really cold
+ iloveamandaok
- im pretty bored
+ last night was chill
+ saw letch and my long lost love erin fili
- still cant walk

i cant sit here any more...so im done!
<3m

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-05-20T14:14:00

2004-05-20T18:16:53Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADAM!

I love you!

<3m

heading home into your arms again....

2004-05-19T23:57:14Z

Just listening to some dashboard...im in that kind of mood right now. The realization that I cant play soccer has finally hit me...hard. One of the new varsity captains asked me to play summer soccer. Can I paly??? Obviously fucking not...so basically I would love to put my fist through the wall. I fucked up wicked good this time boys and girls...applaud me! shit happens,right?

MCAS hasnt been so bad, but...

math=failure for marissa
sweet life!

but what else is new?

just kidding....

2004-05-15T14:02:34Z

surgery is the shit!

end.

blah blah blah

2004-04-28T18:57:37Z

Seeing as I never update any more and I doubt any one reads this any way because no one leaves comments I might just quit lj...but im bored right now so ill give you a little update on some shit thats gone down lately

+ first soccer game of the season
- x 2184545464 fucked up my knee during that game
- most likely gonna have to get surgery to play soccer again
- now im the crip on crutches
+ i dont have to do anything becuase im a crip
- i cant do anything because im a crip
+ spring fair this weekend
- prolly wont be able to go because im a crip
- if I do go I prolly wont be able to go on rides

So basically everything sucks right now and all I really want to do is to be able to walk. You never realize how easy you have it until something as simple as walking is taken away. Ill prolly be a crip for like 6 - 8 months and If any one has a gun they want to lend me...let me know.

blahhh

2004-04-23T23:11:50Z

yea so...
this vacation sucks my ass,
i dont want to go back to school!!!
im bored,
im cold,
im kinda hungry,
and im bored!!!!!!
<3m

things just got a lot better

2004-04-18T05:28:45Z

best night
<3m

sweet fucking life

2004-04-16T18:31:51Z

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IM SO FUCKING PISSED...HONESTLY IM GONNA HURT SOMEONE.

1. I HATE FAT BITCHS THAT LIE AND TELL MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS FUCKING FRIENDS BASICLLY THAT IM A SLUT AND I DONT LIKE MY BOYFRIEND.

2. I HATE THAT PEOPLE BELIEVE THE FAT BITCH.

3. I HATE HOW I JUST FOUND OUT I DIDNT GET HIRED AT THE CAMP I HAVE BEEN GOING TO/WORKING AT FOR 5 YEARS.

4. SWEET FUCKING LIFE!

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-04-11T14:55:00

2004-04-11T18:56:47Z

New layout...

I dont know if I like it,

What do you think?

<3m

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-04-07T15:18:00

2004-04-07T19:30:38Z

Past:

1) First grade teacher's name: Ms. McMannaus
2) Last word you said: shut up
3) Last song you sang: DMB- Lie in Our Graves
4) Last person you hugged: Adam
5) Last thing you laughed at: myself
6) Last time you said what? probably about 5 minutes ago.
7) Last time you cried: sunday

Present:

8) What's in your CD player: Coheed and Cambria
9) What color socks are you wearing: white
10) What's under your bed: i dont even know
11) What time did you wake up today: 6:07
12) Current taste: diet pepsi
13) Current hair: bone straight
14) Current clothes: comfy socks, cute jeans, and a white tank with a pink t-shirt over it
15) Current annoyance: bad music my brother is listening to
16) Current longing: getting out of this house
17) Current desktop picture: a moon flower??
18) Current worry: my grades.
19) Current hate: school
20) Story behind your LJ username: Erin Fili made it up for me!
21) Current favorite article of clothing: flip flops
22) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes, smile...and on it goes
23) Last CD that you bought: Howie Day
24) Favorite place to be: any where but here
25) Least favorite place: here
26) Time you wake up in the morning: 5:37 on weekedays, any time on the weekends
27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: guitar
28) Favorite color(s): blue and pink
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: kinda
30) How tall are you: 5'3/4
31) Current favorite word/saying: "true true"
32) Favorite book: Night
33) Favorite season: Summer
34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: alot of people.
35) Favorite day: Saturday

Future:

36) Where do you want to go: some place with hott weather!
37) What is your career going to be like: i wish i knew
38) How many kids do you want: 2 or 3
39) What kind of car will you have: VW Jetta!
40) Type a line you remember from any book: "my life was almost lost,fighting for it..."-Beowulf
41) A random lyric: "Its the perfect time of day, its the last day of your life"- Howie Day
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: an empty cup, shit, and cd's
43) What's up next: prolly homework

<3

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-04-04T17:29:00

2004-04-04T21:39:32Z

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I hate being me sometims. I hate my personality and I hate feeling like I cant let anyone really know me because Im scared to get hurt. Im too tough for my own good. I need to learn to let my wall down once in a while. The wall that i have been holding up all my life has been hit so many damn times...I dont know how much longer its gonna hold up. My emotions are washing over me and I dont know what to do with myself!

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-04-01T14:30:00

2004-04-01T19:44:24Z

I havent updated this piece in a long ass time. Not much is new... Adam got his license yesterday! Tash moved into her new house...im pumped to go see it. What else...hmm i had my interview for my summer job. Lets not talk about that one. I think thats about it for now. If anything cool happends ill be sure to write about it....dont count on it tho!
<3m

Rain Rain Go Away!!

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-03-25T17:36:00

2004-03-25T22:43:31Z

your amazing

fun in the sun!

2004-03-20T03:49:05Z

Im in Florida!

The weather is amazing...

Wish you were here!

<3m

yay!

2004-03-17T19:13:02Z

Happy Snow Day!
<3m

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-03-16T15:52:00

2004-03-16T20:54:08Z

umm yea...

Im going to Florida on friday!

thats it...

<3m

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-03-12T16:40:00

2004-03-12T21:48:27Z

Im Pumped for this weekend!!

K Bye!

<3m

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-03-11T18:53:00

2004-03-11T23:58:31Z

Life is like a rollercoaster,
its has its ups and downs...
we're on the ride of our lives,
so enjoy it while it lasts...
<3m

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-03-07T09:53:00

2004-03-07T14:57:52Z

This weekend was pretty good. Much better than last but it still has room for improvement. Hopefully today I will go shopping...that would make everything A Ok. I need to get a bathing suit before I go to florida on the 19th...yea I know I have the most time in the world but w/e its cool. Im gonna go shower and schnit. You know how we do...
<3m

hotlikexcuseme @ 2004-03-05T14:40:00

2004-03-05T19:50:14Z

These past two days have been so stressful. Yesterday I had a test in German and in Bio...and today I had a paper due and 3 more tests. I was so overwhelmed. I think these two days have been the only days that I have accuatlly had to study for a test. I didnt like it. I feel asleep studying last night? Yea...what a loser. Now that this week is over I can get on with the weekend. It should be chill. Hopefully its nothing like last weekend becuase that just sucked balls. Im going to Tash's for a little bit of girls night. I really cant remember the last time it was just me and Tash...its pretty sad. Tomorrow is I dont know what. Theres Teeni Fest that I have been told I am going to and then there are 3 other kids that want to chill. I just dont know what Im gonna do. Ill probalby do a little bit of everything. Sounds eventful....not really. I think im gonna go take a nap before I fall asleep typing this. Have a good weekend if I dont update until Monday!
<3m

im in the best mood!!!!

2004-03-02T20:31:38Z

I LOVE SPRING!!!!!

Honestly good weather puts me in the best mood. I walked home with Okee today and I like it? Thats not like me to enjoy walking home...so it has to be the weather. YAY! I just love it! I think im in such a good mood that im going for my first outdoor run of 2004! Its exciting! I think Im gonna go and enjoy the beautiful weather.
<3m