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instructions: write six [very personal] statements intended to different people. never tell which one is who.
1) what can i say...ill always love you no matter how much of a bitch you are. we have been through so much shit together its to hard to let go. we broke up for about 5 months but we found our way back to eachother. i guess its fate. it really seems like no time passed at all. i hope our relationship only grows and gets stronger. well be little old ladies sitting in our rocking charis talking about to good ol' days at camp otter.
2)FOOD IS LIFE...you have become the newest member of my family. all we do is chilllll. all you do is eat at my house. we have grown so close in the past year. we do a lot of stupid shit together... and yes i am the guilty one of peer presuring you! but you fucking love it...so dont complain bitch.
3) i dont think i have the words for you... the only thing that really comes to mind is love. i love you. you have changed my life more than you know. i want to thank you for all the happiness you have brought me. you know me better than anyone in the world and you are my best friend and my cubby.
4) when i think of you i laugh. you are capable of getting a laugh out of me at even the worst times. i dont know how you do it... it amazes me everytime. you have been dropping into and out of my life since 6th grade... but this past year we have built a strong bond. im so glad you got rid of that boy of yours and i will do my best to help you to find that night in shining armor you deserve.
5) pretty pretty princess! you got out of this shit town and moved on to bigger and better things. italy being one of them. you have had such an impact on my life that even when your not there i know if i needed you, you would be. you have helped me be the person that i am and shown me a few things along the way. we are more different and yet more the same than any two people. we both hate the drama and we try not to deal with it. my dear im so happy your finally happy! and i hope for nothing less.
6) are you guys brothers? no....yes...gets them every time!last summer was amazing! we became best friends over night. our bond is indescribable. i have never connected with anyone the way that i have connected with you. we drifted a lot over this year...but you have some how done it again and jupmed right back into my life. we have both chagned so much but your still amazing! dude whats mine say?
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[30 Jun 2004|05:26pm] |
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SUMMER
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[10 Jun 2004|02:54pm] |
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Dispatch- Out loud |
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School needs to end!
I have so much shit to do and I have like no time left. Finals blow ass and I dont doubt that I will fail all of them. Im already in summer mode... and I cant make my self motivated to do anything. So it looks like Im a slacker for life...this always happens to me. I cant immagine what my senior slide is going to be like...it will probably start by like mid January.
Braces are coming off on Monday!!!!
This weekend should be good. Beachin it up tomorrow night with adam, okee, and mike. Then Saturday hopefully chillen with Natasha Marie if shes not grounded like a cool kid. Trizue? Then who knows... mabye we'll hit up the mall or something cool on Sunday.
Im gonna go try and force myself to do my project..wish me luck!
<3m
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[06 Jun 2004|02:12pm] |
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It's all a big party
then you make yourself look like an ass,
and say...
dont ever let me do this again
thats when the party ends
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[22 May 2004|05:29pm] |
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there is no good with out the bad... and things just wouldent be sweet unless you had the sour.
- my tummy hurts
- im really cold
+ iloveamandaok
- im pretty bored
+ last night was chill
+ saw letch and my long lost love erin fili
- still cant walk
i cant sit here any more...so im done!
<3m
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[20 May 2004|02:14pm] |
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Taking Back Sunday- Cute w/out the E |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADAM!
I love you!
<3m
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[19 May 2004|07:46pm] |
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Just listening to some dashboard...im in that kind of mood right now. The realization that I cant play soccer has finally hit me...hard. One of the new varsity captains asked me to play summer soccer. Can I paly??? Obviously fucking not...so basically I would love to put my fist through the wall. I fucked up wicked good this time boys and girls...applaud me! shit happens,right?
MCAS hasnt been so bad, but...
math=failure for marissa
sweet life!
but what else is new?
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[15 May 2004|09:58am] |
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Dashboard Confessional- Saints and Sailors |
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surgery is the shit!
end.
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[28 Apr 2004|02:43pm] |
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Seeing as I never update any more and I doubt any one reads this any way because no one leaves comments I might just quit lj...but im bored right now so ill give you a little update on some shit thats gone down lately
+ first soccer game of the season
- x 2184545464 fucked up my knee during that game
- most likely gonna have to get surgery to play soccer again
- now im the crip on crutches
+ i dont have to do anything becuase im a crip
- i cant do anything because im a crip
+ spring fair this weekend
- prolly wont be able to go because im a crip
- if I do go I prolly wont be able to go on rides
So basically everything sucks right now and all I really want to do is to be able to walk. You never realize how easy you have it until something as simple as walking is taken away. Ill prolly be a crip for like 6 - 8 months and If any one has a gun they want to lend me...let me know.
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[23 Apr 2004|07:08pm] |
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yea so...
this vacation sucks my ass,
i dont want to go back to school!!!
im bored,
im cold,
im kinda hungry,
and im bored!!!!!!
<3m
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[16 Apr 2004|02:18pm] |
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IM SO FUCKING PISSED...HONESTLY IM GONNA HURT SOMEONE.
1. I HATE FAT BITCHS THAT LIE AND TELL MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS FUCKING FRIENDS BASICLLY THAT IM A SLUT AND I DONT LIKE MY BOYFRIEND.
2. I HATE THAT PEOPLE BELIEVE THE FAT BITCH.
3. I HATE HOW I JUST FOUND OUT I DIDNT GET HIRED AT THE CAMP I HAVE BEEN GOING TO/WORKING AT FOR 5 YEARS.
4. SWEET FUCKING LIFE!
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[11 Apr 2004|02:55pm] |
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New layout...
I dont know if I like it,
What do you think?
<3m
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[04 Apr 2004|05:29pm] |
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I hate being me sometims. I hate my personality and I hate feeling like I cant let anyone really know me because Im scared to get hurt. Im too tough for my own good. I need to learn to let my wall down once in a while. The wall that i have been holding up all my life has been hit so many damn times...I dont know how much longer its gonna hold up. My emotions are washing over me and I dont know what to do with myself!
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[01 Apr 2004|02:30pm] |
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DMB- Too Much |
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I havent updated this piece in a long ass time. Not much is new... Adam got his license yesterday! Tash moved into her new house...im pumped to go see it. What else...hmm i had my interview for my summer job. Lets not talk about that one. I think thats about it for now. If anything cool happends ill be sure to write about it....dont count on it tho!
<3m
Rain Rain Go Away!!
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[25 Mar 2004|05:36pm] |
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your amazing
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[19 Mar 2004|10:46pm] |
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Im in Florida!
The weather is amazing...
Wish you were here!
<3m
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[17 Mar 2004|02:10pm] |
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Something Corporate |
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Happy Snow Day!
<3m
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[16 Mar 2004|03:52pm] |
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umm yea...
Im going to Florida on friday!
thats it...
<3m
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